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Jolene. Am twentytwo.Typical next door girl. Talks a lot. Not shy. A very emotional girl. Love my family, friends and my doggie.Still pursuing my degree. Shopaholic. Travelling. Fashion. Cute boys with ascent . Heels. Clothes. Makeups. Chocolates. Cheesecake. Desserts. Burberry. Forever21. Channel. Zara. Disney. Adele and Christina Perri. Am a Gleek. Obsessed with Cameron Mitchell. Damian Mcgintey from TheGleeProject. Fan of Gossip Girl, Bachelor Pad, Desperate Housewife, Vampire Diaries. Anti dramas. Hate liars and fakers. Having a complicated live. Been through many obstacles from losing a dad at a very young age, heartbreak from love, back-stabbed by bff, betrayed by own family members, being judged by people I used to trust the most. But all this complicated life of mine doesn't stop me from making myself a better person because all this make me grow stronger. Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change. It's time to wake up from dream and face the reality. In here, I post what I feel and what I feel was real. As the saying goes, picture speaks a thousand words.Find more about me on: Facebook (http://www.facebook.com/jojolum) / Twitter (@xJoJoLumx) / Personal blog (mychaoticlyfe.blogspot.com) / 2nd tumblr (betweenmemoriesandmyself.tumblr.com)
to be honest, it feels so different this year. this christmas is the first time ever after 5 years, im gonna spend it with myself being single. even though i know i still have my best friends around me, family .. celebrating it with me. but the loneliness still killing me right deep in my heart. last year of today, i had one of my best moment. but today, i guess i have to put on a fake smile in front of people. things just changed drastically in a year. I never thought i would end up feeling this way. but no matter what, im going to stay strong and tell myself i can get through it. Move on and move forward for better future ;)
I don’t know why… I just don’t feel like it. Last year was different, I could really feel that Christmas is coming. It’s around like September but I could really feel it. But now, I don’t know. It’s like an ordinary month or something. It’s like losing its real meaning.
